I've spent my afternoon on the net, catching up with some movies. So, i caught Jennifer's Body first, followed by My GF is an agent :) Pertaining to the firstly mentioned movie, i enjoyed the plot! Eyes were glued to the screen. For the latter, it's effing hilarious. My sister and i went LOL almost all the time. Hehe!

I woke up at eleven today, and was having a bad ache on my head. I've vivid nightmares yesterday night & i could still depict them clearly. Sigh, dislike this emptiness so much. It's dull & i'm having this weird ache in me. I miss you, real badly. Practically, i've got nothing to munch out on my blog now. My mind is blank, total darkness. Just want you by my side

On a even heavier note, there will be tenth year anniversary celebration tomorrow. Seriously do hope I can struggle through the songs ;D And make sure not to create the wrong bowings again!! Would try my very best not to commit into any mistake. Seriously, so tired ):

I guess i will just end here. Mustering my courage not to do something crazy, its killin' me out. Goodbye!

I MISSSS YOU, bf. Seriously do.. :(

Hello, i havent been posting since ages, aint i? (: I've got hundreds of images to upload, (sigh @ the moment of this). Soon, perhaps one of these days.

Let's talk bout the cruise then. I thought it's going to be a memorable moment, with ultimate fun up there. But i was really wrong to think that way :) Eat, bathe, sleep, gym & nothing much. Emptiness. I only like the breeze of the ocean, when i was standing on the tenth storey. It was breath-taking i swear. Mama & i were making an effort to spot marine creatures, LOL. I spotted five fishes, one jelly fish.. and some weird-shaped creatures/monsters. These are all really random alright, trust me. I've extreme-images. Ahhhhhhhhhh!!

I was all along sticking to mama. Frankly speaking, i dislike one of her friends, that particular lady. Extremely impolite & picking on everybody. I felt so uneasy at her existence in this ship. I just hope she can just vanish into some thin air. Mama was jovial though, that stupid lady kept shooting things at me. She got confused over, who's exactly my mama? No brains. That spoilt almost half my trip, just detest her so much. Nothing she says, appease & pleases me.

The best part of this whole trip, is eating, sleeping, watching telly(disney channel)!! LOL. Cant be blamed, i kept LOL along with the shows, Hannah Motana, The suite life of Zack & Cody & Mr Bean! FREAKING HILARIOUS :B

Not forgetting bout the breath-taking scenes of the ocean, maginificent :D

Recent days were torturous. Though it was enjoyable, practicing & having combines with the CO, i find it exhausting at the same time. I just want the dinner to be done, as soon its over, i'm gonna make full use of my break. I'm not looking forward to next year, i've got a strange hunch, on everything which is predicted. Sigh, really can't ignore this set of feelings. I don't wish to evade every matter too, but its so inevitable. A surge of elation overwhelmed me when pleasant matters are arriving. Giving a second thought to the negative matters, just feel like shutting the whole world down. Infuriating luh :( I felt something isn't well-done..

Somehow, i lost the sense of equilibrium. Prioritise my life out, perhaps i should do so (:

Sighhh..

For some cheerful stuff, i met alot of kids in the cruise. He's super super cuteeeee..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Ciaos, goodnight people.

p/s: SMILE MARJORIE. I'm more than pleased to hear you out when you're upset. Cheerup! You must be so touched & moved by me ;D

I really miss you dearly. Don't be upset, isn't end of something. Remember, i'm still here with you always. I love you vm :)

Sweet life.

Haven't beeen updating, shall write more when i'm back from the cruise trip with mama(:

Firstly, i wanna wish my lover, rachel goh, a happy birthday in advance! Hasn't been coming in contact with her this year that much. Hope to head out soon with her, i miss the days still though :D

What's up with these few days? Yes, i finally tidied my study table. My mum has been nagging all day long, which got me aggravated by her. When i reached home from school today, i headed straight to my room for hours i guessed. I threw away two bags of unwanted objects & yeah.. i threw bunch of them. And, IT LOOKS OUT OF PLACE EVERYWHERE, still. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Old schooling days. oh oh oh. Sectional practice after that, then went home with Jinghui & Joanne. I find that song super endearing & cool too, some song which i got it from Jinghui. Indeeeed, when you blast the music loud, its effing nice (:

OFFICIALLY EXHAUSTED.

I won't be in singapore from the 11th to 14th. I miss you, my dear :(

Blog soon when i'm back. Thanks to QAD tooo. :D

NEXT WEEK IS ZILIN'S BIRTHDAY. WHAT SHALL I GET FOR HER? I BET ZILIN WILL ANSWER ME HERSELF ;D

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Chanced upon smthing laughable & amusing.

"Drop pants not bombs; break dance not hearts; condoms are cheaper than guns; make love not war." That's how peace is formed(: Actually, this is absolutely true. :P

Three consecutive days of attending art. Today's the last session. Surprisingly, i absorbed alot of the different techniques taught^^ It was rather beneficial though. Have not been getting on lessons in class. Actually, i don't think this booster programme really benefits us. I feel so empty in class without the original bunch of cliques. Mr Flavian came in the class, went thru a lil bit of physics. Off we go, art students for the lessons. Left with pathetic five students of f&n.

Heading up to CO room, some unexplainable matters happened. LOL i look at ms lam while going up the stairs, then she smiled to me! bf & her were walking down the stairs talking/discussing/chatting. I don't know where to place my eyes. Then i went LOL. Ah nevermind, some inside joke here. :B When school's dismissed, went up to CO room. Today wasn't my day for extra practice. Since we were up there, practiced a lil and gone home @ 2 plus. In the midst of practicing, Denson came in. LOL.. He's super childish & kiddo. Drank my bubble tea which's my favourite one, came in and monitor our practice & even boast to us that he's already dismissed. ~!%^&*($%^&*&*  hahahahahha

As usual, went home with j & b. Reached home, then i knew i was fooled by bf on some previous matter, haha. That stupid little-india inside joke. Super inside joke can :( :( :( But, i went believing it & was super freaking silly!!!

Hehe. Just ate my dinner. Mummy gotta be out later. Oh ya, the previous post i mentioned that my sunday was empty yeah? LOL. Actually, it wasn't at all. Out of blue, Mum brought sister & me to Science Centre with her friends. Eeeee okay, Let's ignore her friends' part ;D We explored the Body World exhibition. Sister felt nauseous at the sight of captivating ateries, body parts, skeletons, blood. Sad to say, we were disallowed to capture photographs. Heard that all the specimens exhibited were all of human origin. :O There was this form, of coz for exhibition purpose only. You can donate your corpse, when you're dead provided that you gain an approval from your kins. It isn't something noble i thought. :O I felt kind of smphathy rather. There was this female skeleton, with the tissues & muscles. My mum whispered to me that her figure is so appropriate for this exhibition. Rofl. Crazy! Sister & me wandered around, and spotted the gigantic & tall-tall-tall-tall-tall giraffe. Extreme tall-ness. :B I was standing around his leg only. The hoof of its leg is effing huge. Its even bigger than my own foot. The heart of it is presently carrying around 10kg. Heeee, omg. Leaving Science Centre > Yew Tee. Went to ate ice! Mum's footing the bill for me & sis. Ahhhhhh, i love her<3 But in return, she keeps nagging on without fail on every particular matter. :(

There's no more art tomorrow. So lesson resumes for me. What boooooooks must i carry to school? I've got no idea either [:

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I {love} my boyfriend so much. Miss you. Thank you a million for everything ^^

From Peiyu's blog, www.apologylov-e.blogspot.com :)

Farah's not online. :( Yet to take the class photos. You can visit Peiyu's blog, she've got all the images that were captured in the canteen, during the celebration. Awwww, sad.

Other classes still can enjoy the companion of their close friends & classmates around them. But, we've only a year spent together. I miss them greatly. I miss the fun, i miss the great people surrounding me. Everything [:

Saturday; had rehearsal. Tenth year anniversary related thing.

Sunday; emptiness.

SCHOOL RESUMES FOR SEC 3E & NA. TILL 13TH NOVEMBER. Fortunately, i'm not in singapore from 11th to 14th. Cruise with Mama only. I wonder what will my sister & brother be doing at home/out/anywhere. LOL.

Morning, attend some art workshop courses with 3N2 art students(: Initially, i don't think it will benefit me in anyway. But rather, i find it very pleasant and fun to play with. I like the splashing of dye & acrylic. Unfortunately, painting ain't my liking. :/ Lucky i'm not around during the Batik sessions. Heh! Had CO sectional, till 2.30pm. Combine tomorrow, looking forward. Am so busy, once the concert's over, gonnna enjoy my hols. ^^

Anyway, hope mama will recover soon. She's been feeling unwell since afternoon, when i reached home. :(

p/s: Heh, i love you. :D

"We are most humans when we feel dull. Lolling around in a state of restlessness is one of life's great luxuries."

Practically, I PERSONALLY DISAGREE ON THIS UNFACTUAL OPINION OF SOME WEIRD HUMAN?